Juujika no Rokunin - Chapter 21 Disposal

and you probably have wierd fetishes too. what are you gonna think of when someone calls you wierd beacuse of it? i stay quiet most of the time and try to avoid having freinds beacuse i know what kind of mad person i am. i know how i act when i get ahead of myself. and i dont wanna be that person again. i want to be a diffrent person with good personality and a person that can act how they want to be. thats why sometimes i think having a good personality and being delusional is good… but i have really bad aspects of my personallity. and i dont think i get that gene from my parents becuse they feed me everyday and make money… im dumb, i have a bad personality, and im dellusional… i dont have the reason to blame my parents for it. but the only way i can avoid these bad aspects of myself is too be delusional and think about the situation of thinking that im in and stay quiet and try to not act selfish. i didn’t really want to write all this but just an advice. before you talk bad about anyone think about yourself and what people think about you. if you think your perfect and you dont have any bad aspects. thats you. im always depressed and blame other people for that but its really beacuse im too lazy and i dont have the couragte to do what i wanna do.

Bro they dissolved his body like in breaking bad