That slow and steady loss of purpose is something that haunts me a bit too Qingze. The realization that who you are is now separate from the current world, that you’re no longer at the front but one or two generations behind is a humbling feeling. Woulda, coulda, shoulda may as well have been my motto for a good portion of my youth, but I can’t change what has happened, just keep on going forward with the hand life and my actions have presented me.
That slow and steady loss of purpose is something that haunts me a bit too Qingze. The realization that who you are is now separate from the current world, that you’re no longer at the front but one or two generations behind is a humbling feeling. Woulda, coulda, shoulda may as well have been my motto for a good portion of my youth, but I can’t change what has happened, just keep on going forward with the hand life and my actions have presented me.